Tag Archives: change of life

Fifty-two

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I just turned fifty-two,
I don’t know what to do
Fake hormones or real?
I don’t like the way I feel
Don’t have no one to talk to
I just turned fifty-two
It’s not like one day I’m happy, one day I’m sad,
or I feel good, now I feel bad
More like, what’s that I just said?
No one knows what I’m going through
I just turned fifty-two.
Why is this happening to me?
Think it runs in my family
give me peace and ease my pain
Don’t let your child be a shame
I ask you this in Jesus name
I just turned fifty-two,
I give all my cares to you
I know what I will do,
Trust the Lord to see me through

Vulnerability

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Can’t keep my eyes open
sitting her hoping
my mechanism for coping
is in tact
Just the other day,
I thought I heard me say
somethings gone awry
that’s a fact
Ain’t got no one to talk to,
What’s an in tact woman to do
Guess I’m all alone
A one woman act
some say
the pain will go away
with lotions and potions
Is it worth it?
Such vulnerability, No body’s perfect
least of all- me
My inevitable strife
change of life
Can’t keep my eyes open
sitting here hoping
my mechanism for coping
is in tact